This is my life right now
That red truck is my self-confidence
Is the grass greener on the other side?
Shit, I wake up feeling bad and go to sleep at night feeling even worse.
It's not exciting for me anymore.
It's making me unhappy.
It's turning me into a person I don't want to become.
I can't believe it's taken me this long to realize it.
I should move on, before it destroys me completely.
It wasn't you who's destroying my soul.
It's me. I'm not made for this.